I hate myself ...!aarrrrrrrrrrrrrrgh ....!
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why am i not happy any more ...!
i get a feeeling i'm ruining my self ....!
very much unproductive ....!
RNBQ is getting shaped up well , hence feels good ..!
but it isn't what i want ...!

i miss my bike ..!
i miss my late night classes ..!
i hate for being so lazy ...!


i need to change ....! clam down myself ..!
jus calm yourself down .. ! i need someone to tap on my shoulder and say dude u r doin good work ..!


fuck .... things are getting into personnel level .. which i hate the most ..!

prioritise things.. make a to do list...! and execute it by merit that's all u got to do ..!

Life is just so awesome ...!